Painful painkillers

I really hate to be pessimistic. But since last couple of months, this pain is really breaking me up. Though its not a BIG issue to worry about, according to my doc, but my immune system is not accepting all this.

Last week, I got a new x-ray done. It showed that the bne has broken apart and the condition has worsened. The doc suggested a few home remedies and some medicines. But, I was not satisfied with his prescription. I kept on wondering that how can a bone which has broken apart can mend up just like that? Will the broken ends move towards each other with the help of the medicines he prescribed and get glued up? It was illogical for me. Thus, consulted the one who gave me the first aid. Looking at the x ray, he said that the bone needs to be operated with some 8-9 stitches. Uffff...I felt as if a culprit that the doc found and wanted to loot me.

One of my best friends asked me to taoke a final opinion from the best doctor in town before getting it operated. (this was the third doctor). He was very sweet and consoled me and made me smile saying that operation is not needed.

These days I'm under observation for a month gulping those medicines. I havent had so many painkillers in my entire life. Still, the pain is the same. I feel that its gonna remain with me for the rest of my life and live with heating pads and painkillers........sigh!