Aaj jaane ki zid na karo....

Seems as if, God is being kind to me since a couple of months. Seems as if, life is moving on and I'm a bit surprised with the pace its flowing.
At times, it fills my heart with grief just by the thought of sensing something damaging lying ahead. Many a times, it happens to me, that I'm shown a flash of light at the end of the tunnel and when I move towards it, I am pushed back with a very strong blow.
As of now, dont want to go deeper in these thoughts.
These days, I'm in love with Farida Khanum's jewel - aaj jaane ki zid na karo. I'm lost in it.